I WANT TO GET RID OF MY ENTIRE BODY TO KEEP ONLY THE MIND. Then i could use my pure mind to carve out a new body that is entirely conceptual, thus more powerful than a material one. I often feel as if I have no body anyway, except when Im having sex or lifting,for these dialectic endeavors, one out of pleasure (eros), and the other out of pain(thanatos) are the only ways for me to hold on to the materiality of my body…to keep it from dissolving within the logical confinement of spacetime.