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Whenever I cum, I always stare at the fluid for a moment or two and ponder how the little white puddles are not just liquids with sperms swimming inside but, it is actually a part of a particular thought – it’s my pornographic imagination leaving the body. After it escapes from my body I no longer have that piece of mind, and now I can have the peace of mind (pun intended) to do and think about other things. 

So far so good. Now, whenever you cum in someone’s mouth, you are basically feeding the other person a thought – or at least the physical traces of it, or its “left over”. So having someone perform head is literally the most direct type of head(mind) fucking and that is why I like it. And if you are thinking about (assuming you are) the girl that you are head fucking, then it makes perfect sense if she likes to swallow your cum because she is swallowing (the best part of) herself…since what gave birth to the cum was HER INSIDE YOUR HEAD (which depends on which philosopher you ask, it might be more real than the physical “her” in reality).

Now, if you think about other girls while you fuck the girl you are trying to make swallow, then that’s pretty fucked up. No wonder some girls split it out.
They can unconsciously taste other pussies inside your cum. like their extra sense after the 6th sense.

There is no such thing as a “gift” 
 
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The very structure and arrangement of what constitutes a “gift” cancels it out.

This is especially true in capitalized societies founded in self interests and competition. 

Here’s why. 

When you give someone a gift, it’s expected that he returns the favor. And for many, the very notion of getting something in return is what motivates them to give in the first place. (this is also true when the return or the gift is in the abstract…such as doing someone a favor, or give someone an object, and make him “owe” you emotionally).

And if you consider the fact that in many cases, the object of reciprocation is expected to be grander than the original, then the person who “gives” in the first place actually “gains”, and the receiver “loses”. The situation has the potential to spiral into an endless loop of give and return.

So a true gift has to be elusive and unrecognizable as such by both sides.

Or you just don’t give out anything in the first place.

 
LEG day today = date with myself.
 
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I realized that every time before a heavy squat workout, I feel anxious. I reckon It’s the same kind of anxiety that you feel before a date with a girl, or when you have a job interview.

I’m not really afraid of the girl, or the weights – since one is slootz gonna slootz and the other is inanimate. What I’m really afraid of is confronting with the weaker and pussier version of myself…and this happens either NOW or AFTER the workout.

This is the paradox brought on by the meta and self-conscious nature of bodybuilding: 

If I get a PR, then my current ego would be destroyed by the new one, which means I’m really the pussy right now and should be scared. But if I don’t get a PR but is expecting to get one, then my current perception of myself is flawed and I should be scared too, right now.

So either way I’m fucked.

 
On parenting and becoming parents
 
SOME PARENTS DON’T WANT WHAT’S THE BEST FOR THEIR KIDS, BUT THEY WANT TO BE RIGHT SO THEY CAN STROKE THEIR EGOS.

THEY WARN THEIR KIDS NOT TO COME HOME LATE, BUT WHILE SITTING IN THE DARK LIVING ROOM WAITING FOR THEM, THEY ARE SECRETLY WISHING THAT THEY DON’T COME BACK IN TIME SO THEY CAN HAVE A JUSTIFIABLE REASON TO PUNISH THEM, CONFIRM THEIR SUPERIOR OMNISCIENCE, AND GAIN THE RIGHTS TO BITCH AT THE KIDS. 

IF THE KIDS ACTUALLY CAME HOME EARLY, PLAY OF POWER WOULD SHIFT, AND THEY WOULD GAIN THE ADVANTAGE OVER THE PARENTS, AND THIS IS THE PARENTS’ WORST NIGHTMARE.

IN FACT, THE MAIN REASON WHY ANYONE WANTS TO HAVE CHILDREN AT ALL IS TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES OR OTHER SELF SERVING REASONS SUCH AS USING THEM AS TOYS, TO SHOW THEM OFF, TO CONFIRM THEIR STATUSES IN SOCIETY, TO MAKE SURE THEY CAN BE TAKEN CARE OF AS THEY AGE. OR BETTER YET, BECAUSE IT’S THE “NEXT THING TO DO” IN LIFE’S CHECKLIST. 

PEOPLE NEVER REALLY, REALLY THINK ABOUT WHY THEY HAVE CHILDREN, IS ALL I’M SAYING. NONE OF US WERE ASKED TO BE BORN AND OUR PARENTS NEVER HAD OUR PERMISSIONS TO THROW US INTO THE WORLD.

BUT THAT’S OK BECAUSE LIFE IS WONDERFUL. ROSES AND FLOWERS AND PUSSIES EVERYDAY SO I AM THANKFUL FOR LIFE.

 
 
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Stephen Hawkings.
 
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I hear a lot of people say that Stephen Hawkings, since he is literally all mind, no body, and spends all his energy and time do nothing but thinking, he must be getting smarter.

Fact is, mind is by default “embodied”…meaning that without using the body, one’s thinking is hugely limited, even if they are abstract. Einstein and Darwin literally got some of their best ideas during long walks. I always think of the legs as the “engine” that stirs the brain into producing thoughts…and the brain in turn drive the legs that drives the brain and so on in an infinite loop.

If Hawkings never got sick and can walk around normally he might have already figured out time traveling lol.

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It’s 5:18 am and my girlfriend just woke me up and told me that she couldn’t sleep because she was fantasizing about getting gang banged by a group of Jeff Seids (she doesn’t know his name, but referred to him as “the buff white guy you made fun of in your video). 

She said at first she was scared but after they all ate her out at the same time with the same feminine grins on their faces she became aroused and ripped apart all of their colorful surfer shorts and revealed their hard cocks.

My reply: “After they cum all over you, the semen should dry up very quickly and become cookies. Then you should stuff them in my mouth and make me fat. HAHAHHA I’m gonna post this on Facebook”.

100% TRu story bro

 

 
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