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Phenomenological truth about Love and Masturbation that you might not want to think about during Love and Masturbation.You fall in love not with the person him/her self, but with the idea of love (or the fragmentation of certain memoriesof that person).Reductively, this means that you are merely falling in love with yourself, because it is YOUR neurons that are generating these ideas/ideals. This is why all love is self-centered.

THE SAME DEAL APPLIES TO MASTURBATION:

Sometimes I lose my erection in the middle of a session because all of a sudden I am reminded the fact that I am merely getting off to my own imagination…that I am fapping to billions of electrical signals and neural transmitters.

IT IS NOT A GIRL THAT I AM GETTING TURNED ON BY, BUT MY OWN MENTAL REPRESENTATION OF THAT PERSON AS AN IDEA THAT IS GENERATED BY MY OWN CONSCIOUSNESS…WHICH MAKES MASTURBATION COMPLETELY SELF-ABSORBING and SELF-REFERENTIAL.

YOU COULD EVEN SAY THAT CONSCIOUSNESS SPLITS ITSELF IN HALF WHENEVER YOU MASTURBATE, WITH ONE HALF OF IT ACTING AS THE DIRECTOR OF THE MENTAL PORNOGRAPHY WHILE THE OTHER HALF OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS WATCHES THE FILM SIMULTANEOUSLY.

你可能不會去想關於做愛和手淫的現象學真相:
你陷入戀愛中,並不是於那個人本身,而是與愛的理念(或者說對那個人的特定記憶的碎片)。
回到本質上,這意味著你只是愛上了自己,因為這是你的神經元產生這些理念。這就是為什麼愛是自我中心的。
這同樣適用於手淫:
有時在這個過程中我會突然不能勃起,因為突然,我想起了這個事實:我僅僅是陷入了我自己的想像。。。我的自慰對向其實是我自己的腦 – 那億萬電信號和神經傳遞的固定模式。
對象不是“某個女孩”,而是我自己對那人的心理表徵,作為我自己意識產生的理念。。。這使得自慰成為完全是個自我吸收和自我指認的舉動。
你甚至可以說,當你自慰時,意識把自己分裂為兩半,一半是充當心理色情指導,而另一半則看著這實時電影表揚。

Translated by Eve (http://caaausa.org/)

Photo: Phenomenological truth about Love and Masturbation that you might not want to think about during Love and Masturbation.</p><br />
<p>You fall in love not with the person him/her self, but with the idea of love (or the fragmentation of certain memories of that person). </p><br />
<p>Reductively, this means that you are merely falling in love with yourself, because it is YOUR neurons that are generating these ideas/ideals. This is why all love is self-centered.</p><br />
<p>THE SAME DEAL APPLIES TO MASTURBATION:</p><br />
<p>Sometimes I lose my erection in the middle of a session because all of a sudden I am reminded the fact that I am merely getting off to my own imagination…that I am fapping to billions of electrical signals and neural transmitters.</p><br />
<p>IT IS NOT A GIRL THAT I AM GETTING TURNED ON BY, BUT MY OWN MENTAL REPRESENTATION OF THAT PERSON AS AN IDEA THAT IS GENERATED BY MY OWN CONSCIOUSNESS…WHICH MAKES MASTURBATION COMPLETELY SELF-ABSORBING and SELF-REFERENTIAL. </p><br />
<p>YOU COULD EVEN SAY THAT CONSCIOUSNESS SPLITS ITSELF IN HALF WHENEVER YOU MASTURBATE, WITH ONE HALF OF IT ACTING AS THE DIRECTOR OF THE MENTAL PORNOGRAPHY WHILE THE OTHER HALF OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS WATCHES THE FILM SIMULTANEOUSLY.</p><br />
<p>你可能不會去想關於做愛和手淫的現象學真相:<br /><br />
你陷入戀愛中,並不是於那個人本身,而是與愛的理念(或者說對那個人的特定記憶的碎片)。<br /><br />
回到本質上,這意味著你只是愛上了自己,因為這是你的神經元產生這些理念。這就是為什麼愛是自我中心的。<br /><br />
這同樣適用於手淫:<br /><br />
有時在這個過程中我會突然不能勃起,因為突然,我想起了這個事實:我僅僅是陷入了我自己的想像。。。我的自慰對向其實是我自己的腦 - 那億萬電信號和神經傳遞的固定模式。<br /><br />
對象不是“某個女孩”,而是我自己對那人的心理表徵,作為我自己意識產生的理念。。。這使得自慰成為完全是個自我吸收和自我指認的舉動。<br /><br />
你甚至可以說,當你自慰時,意識把自己分裂為兩半,一半是充當心理色情指導,而另一半則看著這實時電影表揚。</p><br />
<p>Translated by Eve (http://caaausa.org/)
They say the scariest parts of horror films are the ones where they don’t show anything on the screen, instead the filmmakers merely suggest; to let you bring the most horrifying versions of your own imagination upon yourself.

And this is also the main enemy for prisoners, especially those in solitary confinement: the cruelest punishment one can get besides death is to be face to face with your own thoughts where you can’t do anything to escape from it. There’s no alcohol, drugs, movies, porn, the mall, gym, work. And that’s really what people do when they engage in these activities – to escape. From what? Their own minds.

How fucked up is that if you really think about it?

Luckily we only have to experience this dread a few moments before bed;

I find the space between closing my eyes right until the moment I fall asleep to be part of my day that I look forward to the least.

That’s why I always try to read books or watch DVDs until I’m exhausted or take sleeping aids to shorten the dark (literally) moments.

anyone know that feel, and how do you deal with it?

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