Just had a convo with a brah who just became infinite (swipe). He went from non duality to non locality in just a few days. We both agreed this state cannot be described at all. It’s not all like psychedelics! Nor is it abiding in some eternal Witness. During mid path some shifts are psychedelics like (Headless Way, Awareness of Awareness, Godmind etc), but the final shift is not exactly an experience or state or even a Realization or Insight. You can say IT JUST IS! But that doesn’t do it justice either because it’s vastly vastly different than the “JUST IS” before the Path. Holographic corpses and ants are the best analogy I can come up with lololol with @hanjoyoutaku you guys can send him a DM and ask him questions. He said he barely did any practices lol 😂🛸

The Matrix is definitely one of the most used film analogy to describe Awakening. But again the analogy works only by about 1 percent a HahHa. So yes, it does feel like you’ve woken up from a dream like Neo did. But in the movie he simply wakes up to a new Reality as pretty much the same individual. Awakening is about waking up FROM the individual person into Being Everything else made up of Infinite Nothing. So imagine Neo waking up to find out “He” is actually One that manifests the whole universe, which includes BOTH the dream world and the world outside the Matrix (in non duality there would be no difference between the 2. All holograms are equal footing) as well as every single character, aliens, AIs, monsters in all Matrixes. Neo’s character would just be a nano particle within this field made up of 0s, but inseparable from all else, embodied directly as 0 (which manifest all other numbers). THAT’s your new identity. So you can imagine this to be infinitely times more mind boggling than experiencing the world as a flying, bullet dodging Neo. Thanks for reading another enlightenment vs film review. Have a good weekend 🏸🛹🏐🛷🥊🤼‍♀️🤸🏻‍♂️ make sure love love looooveee and go out, have a beer and kiss the first person you see in the dream !

Hey guys, really quick note while I was listening to Sam Harris’s app because I know I recommend #WakingUp both the book and the app to so many people.

His own guided meditation are great but there is one thing he always says that I think I should point out so you can go further.

When he asks you to pay attention and Vipasannalize sounds, he always follows by “notice how each sound is impinged on your eardrum”… this is wrong on the direct experiential level.

Sounds (or any sensations like thoughts, sight, feels, breakthrough or even the whole world) are NOT filtered through the ears. So don’t bring sounds closer to you, but instead expand Awareness/”You” to become them to get a sense of Infinity. all sensations are self-aware.

Sights are NOT filtered through the visual sense door.

Thoughts are NOT filtered through a brain or a mind.

One of the key indication of Arahaship and be totally center-less is that in every experience,
There is no hearer, only hearing
No thinker, only thinking
No doer, only doing
No mind, only minding
No seer, only seeing.

There’s no mirror.
No background.
No “prior condition of Consciousness”

And in fact distinctions between sense doors are superficial. There is ultimately only One Unified 0 Sense Door, with no distance/separation at all between the senser/perceiver, sensed/perceived.

Sensations and experiences are simply unfolding EXACTLY WHERE THEY ARE on the conventional level. You can even go deeper into the “Ultimate Level” and see that both the content and context, space, time, mind being 0…nothing is arising nor passing away.

Nowhere.
Nowhen.
Everywhere.

I suspect why Sam still retracts certain experiences into a brain is because he is too attached to his intellect. Still interpreting experiences from the materialistic paradigm. Many folks are simply too intelligent, their identities too heavily invested in “the mind” to truly let go of that final step. This last bit is just my opinion.

Again this is not a claim about neurology or even Sam’s state, it’s simply observations based some of the stuff he says on the daily guided meditation.

Oh yeah send me your email on a DM if you want his app.

One Of Many Ways To Get Over Any Ex, or anything at all…
If your form is solid, when you encounter a negative sensation or samsara or craving or agitation, it will leave a deep mark or trace like making a deep cut in woods or stone. It will take a long time for you to get over something.

If you practice Contemplative Fitness, disintegrating and soften your mind, body, and world, particle by particle and make them more malleable, and when you encounter a sensation, it would be like leaving a ripple on a pond. The mark arises and passes away rather quickly.

Then eventually you dissolve to smoke, and the sensations arise and pass away simultaneously and spontaneously.

Final stage? You become air – emptiness. Nothing can stain you. Nothing is arising nor passing through you because both “you” and “that” are both 0. This is indeed my default, moment to moment state after meditating for 7 years.

Sensation, thoughts body, the air, the wall, your feet, the sky, the trees, your feelings, your balls, other people’s meatsuits, birds, music in your room, music from 20 feet away are literally, viscerally, “physically” connected as One Big Fat 0. If the air in your room doesn’t bother you, there is no reason why your thoughts should…only if you see through all sensations and experiences at the deepest level. And that takes practice. Not psychedelics. There is no shortcut to this. Be like air my friend.

Happy thanksgiving! Going to the aquarium with the fam. And if you’re bored check out my new video “Beyond The Beyond” – 3rd 10 day silent Vipassana retreat Live/Recap. Link in bio.

Emm what else is happening…
Oh yea I just watched this documentary about three young men who were all adopted discovered each other and find out they’re triplets who were separated at birth.

And that made me think of another analogy to describe exactly what Awakening is like but infinite times more surreal.

You wake up one morning and discovered that every man, women, objects, animals, every single particle of this Whole Infinite Field of a universe is not just your twin, or a triplet or a quadruplets. But literally and physical You. And of course the analogy fails again. There is no mirror because the reflection IS itself. And there is 0 gap or space or distance or air between you and You! There is no “you and IT”. Or You ARE YOU! God IS God.

Relatable quotes from the movie.

“He’s going OMG, and I’m going OMG, and he’s going HOLY CRAP! And I’m going HOLY CRAP. They just look at each other. Every time I moved my head, they moved. Like they were looking at a mirror. It was the weirdest and most surreal thing. It was like the world faded away. And it was just us. It was the most incredible thing.
You think you’re dreaming. You’re looking and you realize that they’re looking at you, or everybody else is looking at you”.

In fact you can find everything I talk about in the last year in every movie, book, painting, music, every moment of your life if you care to look.

Overall it’s an entertaining documentary, but the Nature vs. Nurture debate is quite irrelevant tbh. Swipe to see why no discover made by science, not even realizing the earth is a triangle or a simulation or going on Mars is as shocking of a discovery as discovering What You Really Are (Or what you are not). This isn’t to negate science though. Science is great at creating stuff inside the dreamscape – cars and objects and phones, and dreaming up equations that makes up the dream, but it says nothing about waking up from the dream itself.

By @infinitesheikh. Go check out his page. Although I’m sure he explains it as well, this beautiful analogy breaks down in Reality because both psychedelic peaks and sexual unions are altered states of consciousness that belongs to the body-mind; experiences that come and go. Non-Dual “state” is not in and itself an experience of any kind inside space and time, it is beyond the mind, cannot be quantified, it is not even an Insight or a Realization or a meditative state, and is permanent once you’ve locked it (This meatbag spends the last 6 months trying to find the least boring ways to communicate this and methods to get to what you already are)…but all experiences, states, Insights and Realizations arise through and AS it.

Nice to see more and more Infinite Brahs “coming out of the closet”. Funny thing is almost all of them will tell you the same thing – no experiences, psychedelics or otherwise can compare what IS, which transcends even the present moment. 🦾👻💩. 

Q: What do you see when you look into the mirror now?
A: a meatsuit in equal footing to any other objects or air in the room. None has a center or vantage point. There’s no distinction between the reflection inside the mirror vs. outside.
Can’t find the contour where this meatsuit begins or ends and where the rest of the world begins or ends.
Today while working out, Reality looked at Itself and sees many meatsuits, none of them has any contours or solidity…blending and unfolding and vibrating and looping with everything else…and none of them belongs to anyone, as they’re all being fabricated spontaneously and simultaneously by Itself in One seamless and harmonious stroke of genius that is the “universe”. And this fabrication isn’t happening inside anyone’s brains, as brains, minds, and meatsuits are being fabricated by IT – Pure Image without any trace of “substance”, source, background or foreground, inside nor outside. Luminous. Self-Aware.

The cosmic dream dreams up itself without dreamers nor Dreamer.

This illustration comes pretty close to what I’m describing, you just gotta erase all the lines😂

So I threatened to post the “Consciousness Transformation Selfies” of the entire spiritual journey from 2011 – 2020 as a joke but loads of people request that I post them. So here they are. #

The 1st pic was taken just a couple of days after the “Big Bang” on May 2020 when I penetrated and is still to this day “abiding” in Absolute Infinity

2nd pic was during 2010-2012 when I was mad as fuck all day and night and hated life and was addicted to sex

3rd pic was after my first 10 day silent retreat on May 2016

4th was right before my 2nd retreat. For 2 years before that I was in LA 2017 – 2018

5th pic was right after my 2nd retreat on May 2019 when I entered “Stream Entry”…1st Path

6th pic was after the Kundalini Awakening in June 2019, or “2nd Path” of Awakening.

7th pic was “3rd Path” when I was a Jhana junkie lol slightly addicted to meditative absorption’s one Jan 2020

8th pic was during “3rd Path” where I pretty much dissolved everything, was getting f*cked by infinity 24 7 but still had a ‘center’ that’s doing the perceiving.

Last pic was 3 months after the “Final Awakening” on May 25th when the meatsuit’s energy is slightly more balanced after getting used to this stateless state of groundless ground.

Why Enlightenment is 100 percent certain.
Q: So…Realization/experience into Emptiness of everything came at the same time as your “Big Bang” no-self realization on May 25th 2020?

A: YES! Enlightenment IS the permanent Realization of this stateless state!

When you truly become empty, when Reality/Awareness/Consciousness IS thoroughly Aware of of Itself AS ITSELF – 0:0, then the Realization of no-self becomes permanent and more obviously than anything you can previously imagined, thought or experienced.

If there is even a particle of “self” in your experience you can’t possibly Realize emptiness. Every particle of your being/mind/body has to be completely dissolved into Infinity, which cannot be more Infinite than ITSELF! Connected to and become One/0 with All of Reality that is also made up of 0.

This is why enlightenment is absolutely true once you’ve attained it…even though there can still be conditions that aren’t fully dissolved (takes years)… when “Consciousness”/emptiness becomes itself after your character has been seen emptied out, particle by particle…it JUST IS !

if you experience even one particle of air pocket in the boundless field of experience that isn’t Aware of Itself, there is still a separate entity hiding somewhere that hasn’t been dissolved. After it’s all said and done your field of experience should be so seamless and gapless that there will be absolutely 0 distance or separation between any thing when Reality interacts with Itself. “You” won’t feel like a person who is talking to another person. Only the infinite vessel of existence bending on Itself… see to say “bending”, and “interacting” is still saying too much because that still presupposes distance, time, space and process.

Nothing can ever be apart from ITSELF.

Nothing in existence is more certain. More direct than direct. Closer than close. There 0 gap for doubts or mistake.

Infinity IS Infinity. You are YOU!

Not even 1 + 1 = 2 can be as certain

Aye here’s another silly analogy describing the Path to Liberation:
When Andy Dufresne spent 20 years digging a tunnel with a small hammer to escape the prison of Shawshank Redemption. Atom by atom by atom… The hammer is awareness, and the tunnel is Infinity. Although afterwards you realize the 2 are One…even your body, the hammer, the intention of digging, are all 0… and there is nothing to dig because the there was never a wall or any boundaries to begin with Ta Daaaaa hahahah.

I felt this way since the first retreat when I first started digging that wall in 2015. During that time I think I only completed 1 percent of the digging. And I restricted the Vipassanalizing (to penetrate and dissolve) to only the body. Eventually I realized you can Vipassanalize your entire Reality (sight, sound, thoughts, emotions, body, world, even Awareness and consciousness is to be Vipassanalized. Even Vipassana meditation is to be Vipassanalized).

Funny thing is when I came out the other side 5 years later and interacted with people, some of them have no idea what “I” did. Remember guys I don’t talk to anyone about this in real life! The hologram of the Andy continues to play chess with other inmates as if nothing had happened.

But here’s where the analogy breaks down. The “real” Andy Dufresne is not just the one out in the Pacific Ocean fapping on a boat. Nor is it the one inside. There is no such entity to begin with! The new “You” cannot be located anywhere inside any meatsuit, has no limit and no boundaries, it’s multi-dimensional and panoramic, knows no difference between inside and outside, and is inseparable from the ocean, the air, the mountains, thoughts, emotions, sensations, actions, perceptions and bodies of every being in all multi-verses. All of IT is 0.

Swipe to see another Shawshank analogy I used to describe counting macros lol. In fact I liked this movie so much to moment I finished it I got over my ex, bought prison costumes online lol and wanted to put bars around my room.